You are allowed to enjoy your own company without calling it loneliness.
Self-awareness becomes useful when it changes the way you respond, not only the way you explain yourself.
Where this shows up
You may still feel the same emotion while choosing a different response.
That is usually the moment worth noticing. The point is not to judge yourself for the reaction. The point is to recognize what the reaction is asking you to see.
Try this today
Choose the smallest response that reflects what you know now.
A question worth sitting with
What no longer deserves the same amount of your energy?
You do not need an immediate answer. A good question can stay useful long after the first reaction passes.
Take this with you
The goal is not the perfect response. It is a response that reflects what you know now.